Gaza: "Night and day, what we are living through is terrifying"

I experienced the Israeli offensives in 2008 and 2014, but the military operation that we are living through today is a lot tougher and more terrifying than anything we knew previously.

The strikes are constant. Night and day, they never stop. Everything is targeted: roads, houses, apartment blocks, everything. Gaza is only 40 kilometers [about 25 miles] long, so no matter where the bombs fall, we hear the explosions all the time.

The intensity of the bombing and the degree of violence are completely unprecedented. The shells come from everywhere: from the planes in the sky, the tanks on the ground, the boats in the Mediterranean Sea. Night and day, what we are living is terrifying.

The apartment block in Gaza City in which I lived with my wife, my mother, and my children was damaged by an airstrike on Friday. The building’s janitor received a call from the Israelis telling him that all the residents of the building had to evacuate because it would be bombed. Generally, we know that this call comes a few minutes to an hour before the bombs arrive. We ran down the eight stories of stairs with everyone else in less than a minute. I tried to get everyone to a safe place as far away as possible.

I remember hearing my wife say that she did not want to see the destruction of the place where she grew up, where she had all her memories. Just after I heard the explosion and saw the dust, everything was on fire. The building is damaged, many apartments have been destroyed, and I do not know what there is left of ours. Nor do I know if we will be able to return to live there again.

Since then, my family have been living with my mother-in-law and I am sleeping in the MSF office. I work most of the time. I have the impression that I am in a waking nightmare.

Many families living in the east of Gaza have fled towards the west because they fear an Israeli ground invasion. They are trying to find refuge near al-Shifa, the biggest hospital in Gaza, and in the schools run by UNRWA [the United Nations Relief and Works Agency].

The planned expulsions of Palestinian families from their homes in Sheikh Jarrah in East Jerusalem and then the confrontations in and around al-Aqsa [mosque] set the spark that led to this explosion. I lived through the Second Intifada at the beginning of the 2000s, and today the violence has absolutely no relation to what went on then. There is an overwhelming use of weapons. Nowadays hundreds of rockets are fired into Israel [by Palestinian armed groups], and Gaza has been flattened.

It’s the fate of Gazans. In just a few years we have lived through multiple wars, and we do not know when it’s going to stop, when we will finally be able to live a normal life.

From May 10 to 18, 2021, Israeli airstrikes and shelling have killed 213 people in Gaza, including 61 children, and injured more than 1,400. Over this same period, rockets and missiles fired by Palestinian armed groups have killed 12 people in Israel, including two children.